If you could read my mind.

I feel like I say this every week but, its finally Friday!!

Today I wanted to just let all my sloppy, messy, makes no sense, thoughts fall out. This post was inspired by Kailyn with this post.

It seemed like a good way to get everything out.

*inspiring quote, check.



1* I'm such a pushover. At the bank there are tellers.. then there are tellers who also open new accounts, send wires, and do all sorts of other stuff. I am the newest one. So I get all of the crap work. And get yelled at. And get corrections all the time. But I don't ever fight back, or anything. I just take the beating. It kind of ruined my week.

2*Do I cook good? Tonight I invited one of Jakes old mission companion and his wife JaNae over (bloggy friend) I'm worried I chose a stupid dinner to make, and that its not going to turn out okay. I've never even made it before. I'm kind of a tard. oh well.

3*My abs hurt. I started this 7-day challenge for abs.. I will go onto the legs and arms but holy! its a killer. I want to fit in my jeans again. I feel like all the weight I've gained is all in my butt. J-lo has a nice booty.. but I want mine to be a tiny tush. It's a good thing I don't own a scale.

4*I'm am numbering my thoughts I don't know why .. now it seems sort of dumb. too many thoughts.

*So much going on in my head, I haven't been sleeping. That's why I'm doing this.

*We need to find a house. We decided to leave our rental contract a month early.(the end of March) Even if we're not in a house. Plan is to stay in Jakes' parents trailer until we find one. We want to be in the process of getting one. I have a picky husband. I'll live anywhere.

*Speaking of.... We backed out of the other house. We had a home inspector come and look it over. Well there was between 10 and 15 thousand dollars of repair work to be done. Before we could live there. And they said they would drop the price about 3,000... ridiculous! that is a dangerous house. so, now we're on the hunt again.

*I want to be out of Mapleton. If there is anyone from Mapleton reading this, I will apologize if I hurt your feelings beforehand. Mapleton is full of rich snooty people. We barley go to church anymore. I know it's a lot on our part, but we've been here for 10 months and people still ask if we just moved in. We've never seen our home teachers. My visiting teachers don't come see me. It's just hard. We go to Sacrament and teach our class and leave. I hate going into relief society and sitting by myself. Every week. (I'm done with this thought)

*Ethics test this weekend. I don't know anything about any of the guys I've read about. But he gave us every single question word for word. This class is a pain.

I think that is all I need to spill about today! :) Maybe I'll start a link up so I can see what you all are thinking about. :) and we can all be supports for each other! Would you guys like to do that? let me know!